Do you really think I should tell my family (Not your typical coming out story)?

The thing with coming out to parents is that you never know exactly how they are really going to feel. My parents said they still loved me and supported me, but they didn't prove it in their actions. I think that you are too worried about what your parents think. You should live your own life and be happy. If you want to be with someone of the same , that is fine. Do what you want. But debating over life and death because of it is not the right thing to do. There are so many good things out there to live for. You never know, someone may be searching for you, and will never find you if you are gone.