Overwhelmed with love....what to do?

Mike (we arent dating due to his racist father abuse and what not) Tyler (rockstar with huge self ego who loves ) Sean awesome rock band kind of person nice but parties ALOT Okay everyone who knows me knows I love Mike so much but I wont date him because his dad beats him because of me. We decuded to be friends with benefits but we are takign a break from that. Or so I thought he just asked to go to a movie. Tyler last ngiht asked me out I said IDK umm i have to think about it. ANd well Sean is still on my mind due to the fact of he is diffrent, but I am not sure about how much I woul dsee him. On top of this there is 2 other guys who are interested in me but them themsleves are too busy and have said that or have a gf already. WHAT to do? I usually make bad choices.